Innalillah Wa Inna Illahi Raajiuun.. DaripadaNya kita datang KepadaNya kita pulang.. Sungguh, Ini kesedihan yang teramat dalam... Dan kehilangan yang sangat besar... Dari saat mengetahui berita kehilangan MH370 pada 8 Mac yang lalu, Hati menangis. Risau. Sedih dan bermacam lagi. Dari saat itu kucuba kumpul kekuatan untuk menulis untuk MH370. Namun, hanya hari ini aku mempunyai kudrat untuk menukilkan sesuatu untuk MH370. Awalnya, Aku masih percaya dan puas meyakinkan diri supaya terus berdoa semoga semuanya selamat. Tapi hari ini... Hanya Allah sahaja yang mengetahuinya. Tiada daya dan kekuatan kecuali dengan pertolongan Allah. Allahu Allah.. Berserakan hati.. Bergetar jiwa.. Luluh hatiku.. Malah lemah kakiku Saat mendengar perkhabaran #MH370 sebentar tadi. Hatiku menangis tiada sudahnya. Ya, tiada yang kukenali di dalam #MH370. Namun, atas dasar saudara sesama Islam, atas dasar kemanusiaan dan kasih sayang sesama manusia, Aku turut bersedih. Malah terkesan di dalam jiwa. Kesedihan ini bukan sekadar mereka yang mempunyai ahli keluarga di dalam #MH370, Rakan taulan, turut merasainya. Bukan sekadar di Malaysia, China, Australia dan lain-lain.. Malah satu dunia turut berkongsi rasa yang sama... Rasa kehilangan.. KEHILANGAN.. Sesungguhnya, Manusia, walau siapa pun dia, Dalam hatinya masih punya hati nurani, Masih punya rasa cinta kasih dan simpati. Walau bukan pada mereka yang punya pertalian. Kisah MH370, kisah yang tiada kita sangka dan kita duga Perginya ia, tiada siapa yang menyangka. Saat melepaskan yang tersayang berlepas dengan MH370, Siapa sangka itulah kali terakhir ucapan kasih sayang, peluk dan ciuman. HEARTBREAK BREATHLESS Saat ini semua percaya, Bahawa DIA, ALLAH jualah penentu segala. Walau pahit, walau pedih. Walau menduka citakan.. Walau seperit itu untuk menerima.. Mereka telah tiada. Namun masih tersimpan satu harapan.. Mengharap ada keajaiban yang hanya mampu terjadi atas Izin ALLAH SWT.
MH370.. Their journey ended in Indian ocean We love them.. We want them so much.. But all is all, WE belongs to ALLAH. And.... Allah loves them.. Love them.. much, much more.. than us. We love you MH370.. Thank you Captain Zaharie and Co-Pilot Fariq.. and all the crews.. All of you, i believe had done such a brave and good job! All of you are the heros.. But, Only Allah knows everything... Ya Allah make it ease for the SAR to go and find for them.. Make it ease Ya Allah.. Only to YOU we hope.. Only to YOU we Prays.. And Only to YOU we seeking for a favor.. Only to YOU we hope things will be easier.. Help and guide us Ya Rabb.. Do help and guide us.. And May the miracles will happen.. Ameennn..
It has been two years.... The first time i started the MBA journey, is two years ago. A tough decision indeed. In dilemma whether to further or to settle down-married. Based on my Istikharah, the most preferred is to go for MBA. Why? There's no accurate answer. It's because, already stated for my story -my Life journey. That, Allah SWT had planned for me. Through much pain, laugh, joys, happiness. All the beauty of sweet, sour and spicy moments.. Good results, bad.. Those taught me something. Really something. It's an believable experience! I've started missing everyone. Everyone that i knew these past 2 years. They are- we were just like a big family. Some of them came from China, Japan, and even from India and Pakistan. I met kak Lina, from Brunei. Li Xiao Jia from China. We argue each other. But both, me and him still can laugh like there's nothing happend earlier. i do met, Olu from Nigeria. And Shinnosuke form Japan. And Abid, the first foreign male student i've talked to. Such a multiracial! Those Malaysian, Kak Gee, though thick and thin, she always with me. Kak Faith, Kak Soliha, Su, Alin, Fiza. Mai, Kaamini who is so friendly. And many more! Emma and brilliant girl from Indonesia, Putri. The Sofie, beautiful young lady from KL, Yatie the businesswoman. and Fatin, the korean fashion followers. Abang Assari, the only Male guy from Malaysia, And Abang Zafrul.. Those others that i'm still remember the faces. I'm started missing everyone. in life, we met so many people. they actually placed in some room in our heart. the moment we cried together, laugh and even arguing each other clearly being portray in my mind. Time really flies.. So fast! They never failed to cheer me up. whenever i go down, they helped me. together push me up.. burn up my sadness into treasure joys and happiness they never look down on me. they even said that i'm the choose one to be here. Alhamdulillah..! Yes, i do loved them. They coloured my journey very well. Thank you ALLAH, for sending them to me. I've learnt so much these past two years. They knew.. They knew how i owe them much. For the sharing of knowledge.. for the moral support given. They are so nice to me! Some, they already back for good. and some will go.. By end of this month. i'm started missing them.. Hope we will meet again... Thank you. Thank you all.. And, this song...
There's a message behind this beautiful lyric. Take the lesson. But. Honestly.. I'm never regret with these and everything. HE planned the very best that fits me well. Without failure. People are come and go.. But the memories, remains.. This is just one of the beginning of something. Even though there's the 'the end' of every chapter. The so-called 'the end' is the 'beginning' for the new one. It's hard to say good bye, while we still hope, the time will not pass. All is all, i hope things went well for us. So long friends, Bon Voyage........
I'm used to listen to this song.... ... ...... ......... Mata tua abah. Air mata abah.. Senyum abah... Pesan abah.. Penat lelah abah... Aku nangis. Sebab aku masih ingat semuanya. Abah pernah menangis. Menangis kerana katanya tak dapat beri yang sewajarnya pada aku.. Pada kami... Tak Abah! Semuanya cukup! Tak kurang tapi lebih. Abah pernah menangis sebab kedegilan aku. Sungguh. Aku MENYESAL sampai sekarang! Abah selalu pesan. Dia tak ada harta untuk ditinggalkan. Dia cuma usahakan beri ilmu dan sekolahkan aku dan kami. Abah nak aku dan yang lain jadi manusia berguna. Jadi insan yang tak lupa siapa TUHAN siapa HAMBA. Abah.. Selalu bercerita.. Mata aku tak pernah kering lepas dia bercerita. Aku tahu tiap malam abah tengok dan cari kami masa kami tidur. Aku tahu abah tahan sejuk mandi di awal pagi Keluar awal nak cari sesuap rezeki. Pulang lewat malam mencari rezeki Aku tahu abah insan yang selalu menangis. Walau luaran tampak garang.. Walau luaran tampak tegas.... Menangis kerana bimbang tak jadi Abah yang baik buat kami. Menangis sebab takut tak cukup lunaskan tanggungjawapnya. Menangis sebab merasa gagal didik kami Bila kami degil, malas dan nakal. Abah kuat untuk kami. Anak dan Isteri. Abah berani demi kami. Aku usahakan.. Akan aku usahakan.. Hasrat dan impian Abah.. Biar apa pun.. aku akan cuba.. Walau susah.. Walau payah... Tak sesukar apa yang Abah dah buat untuk aku.. Untuk aku dan kami.. Abah.. Aku anakmu ini tak mampu membalas tiap yang kau beri Aku harap Syurga tempatmu nanti.. Abah.... Ampunkan anakmu.. Ampunkan aku... Ampunkan kami semua.... Tenanglah Abah di sana. Tunggu aku dan kami semua. Anakmu ini doa moga kita jumpa di Syurga semula. Bersatu di sana.. Al-Fatihah buat ayahandaku.. Samean Bin Sulaiman
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