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It's me

Sunday 23 February 2014

These Two Years....

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It has been two years....

The first time i started the MBA journey, is two years ago.
A tough decision indeed.
In dilemma whether to further or to settle down-married.

Based on my Istikharah, the most preferred is to go for MBA.
Why?
There's no accurate answer.
It's because, already stated for my story -my Life journey. 
That, Allah SWT had planned for me.

Through much pain, laugh, joys, happiness.
All the beauty of sweet, sour and spicy moments..
Good results, bad..
Those taught me something.
Really something.
It's an believable experience!  

I've started missing everyone.
Everyone that i knew these past 2 years.
They are- we were just like a big family.

Some of them came from China, Japan, and even from India and Pakistan.
I met kak Lina, from Brunei.
Li Xiao Jia from China.
We argue each other. But both, me and him still can laugh like there's nothing happend earlier.

i do met,
Olu from Nigeria.
And Shinnosuke form Japan.
And Abid, the first foreign male student i've talked to.
Such a multiracial!

Those Malaysian,
Kak Gee, though thick and thin, she always with me.
Kak Faith, Kak Soliha, Su, Alin, Fiza.
Mai, Kaamini who is so friendly.
And many more!

Emma and brilliant girl from Indonesia, Putri.
The Sofie, beautiful young lady from KL,
Yatie the businesswoman.
and Fatin, the korean fashion followers.

Abang Assari, the only Male guy from Malaysia,
And Abang Zafrul..
Those others that i'm still remember the faces.

I'm started missing everyone.
in life, we met so many people. 
they actually placed in some room in our heart.

the moment we cried together, laugh and even arguing each other clearly being portray in my mind.

Time really flies..
So fast!
They never failed to cheer me up.

whenever i go down,
they helped me.
together push me up..
burn up my sadness into treasure joys and happiness
they never look down on me.
they even said that i'm the choose one to be here.
Alhamdulillah..!

Yes, i do loved them.
They coloured my journey very well.
Thank you ALLAH,
for sending them to me.
I've learnt so much these past two years.

They knew..
They knew how i owe them much.
For the sharing of knowledge..
for the moral support given.
They are so nice to me!

Some,
they already back for good.
and some will go..
By end of this month.

i'm started missing them..
Hope we will meet again...

Thank you.
Thank you all..

And, this song...


There's a message behind this beautiful lyric.
Take the lesson.

But.
Honestly..
I'm never regret with these and everything.
HE planned the very best that fits me well.
Without failure.

People are come and go..
But the memories, remains..

This is just one of the beginning of something.
Even though there's the 'the end' of every chapter.
The so-called 'the end' is the 'beginning' for the new one.

It's hard to say good bye,
while we still hope,
the time will not pass.

All is all,
i hope things went well for us.
So long friends,
Bon Voyage........









Monday 3 February 2014

ABAH



I'm used to listen to this song....
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Mata tua abah.
Air mata abah..

Senyum abah...
Pesan abah..
Penat lelah abah...
Aku nangis.
Sebab aku masih ingat semuanya.

Abah pernah menangis.
Menangis kerana katanya tak dapat beri yang sewajarnya pada aku..
Pada kami...

Tak Abah!
Semuanya cukup!
Tak kurang tapi lebih.

Abah pernah menangis sebab kedegilan aku.
Sungguh.
Aku MENYESAL sampai sekarang!

Abah selalu pesan.
Dia tak ada harta untuk ditinggalkan.
Dia cuma usahakan beri ilmu dan sekolahkan aku dan kami.

Abah nak aku dan yang lain jadi manusia berguna.
Jadi insan yang tak lupa siapa TUHAN siapa HAMBA.

Abah..
Selalu bercerita..
Mata aku tak pernah kering lepas dia bercerita.

Aku tahu tiap malam abah tengok dan cari kami masa kami tidur.
Aku tahu abah tahan sejuk mandi di awal pagi
Keluar awal nak cari sesuap rezeki.
Pulang lewat malam mencari rezeki

Aku tahu abah insan yang selalu menangis.
Walau luaran tampak garang..
Walau luaran tampak tegas....
Menangis kerana bimbang tak jadi Abah yang baik buat kami.

Menangis sebab takut tak cukup lunaskan tanggungjawapnya.
Menangis sebab merasa gagal didik kami
Bila kami degil, malas dan nakal.

Abah kuat untuk kami.
Anak dan Isteri.
Abah berani demi kami.

Aku usahakan..
Akan aku usahakan..
Hasrat dan impian Abah..
Biar apa pun.. aku akan cuba..
Walau susah..
Walau payah...

Tak sesukar apa yang Abah dah buat untuk aku..
Untuk aku dan kami..

Abah..
Aku anakmu ini tak mampu membalas tiap yang kau beri
Aku harap Syurga tempatmu nanti..

Abah....
Ampunkan anakmu..
Ampunkan aku...
Ampunkan kami semua....

Tenanglah Abah di sana.
Tunggu aku dan kami semua.
Anakmu ini doa moga kita jumpa di Syurga semula.
Bersatu di sana..

Al-Fatihah buat ayahandaku..
Samean Bin Sulaiman