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It's me

Friday 27 November 2015

worst

Hi all.

the moment i write this post, i feel so bad.
Really bad

Why i'm saying this?

Cause i feel so stress at the moment.
Have you ever felt to cry out loud, but it seems you can't?
Some said, it is because you are in a great pain. 
the worst ever!

Why, why and why?
- Jauh dari Allah mungkin!

Ohh serabutnya kepala!

At the age of late 20th, you belum ada career yang stable! 
it was horrible!

at the age of late 20th, you punya saving masih ciput.
Hutang bukan main banyak..
Harta?
Oh nasib lah baik diri ini adalah harta yang terlampau2 bernilai!
kalau tak.. Apa pun tak de.

Aku nk kehidupan sederhana dan bahagia
- Aku rasa memang aku tengah dapat sekarang ni kehidupan yang memang sangatlah sederhana. Tapi bahagia tu....??
- no answer! (macam 50-50 je)

Tak bahagiakah aku?
- Tak pasti hummm

So, sekarang ni apa masalahnya??
- Bila kau betul2 terlupa dgn pasword fb, nk retrieve semula, ohh mai.. pasword segala email untuk fb yang ko buat since zaman tok adam dlu dah tak kau ingat passwordnya! over than 5 years already kau..! henpon rosak,. number phone kesayangan dah expired, apa lagi.. Ohh dgn belum dapat kerja, boifren tak da, calon suami pun tak hade.. ape lagi.. Ohhh SADIS.. Macam orang jatuh tertimpa batu bata!!

kenapa kesian sangat dengan aku ni.
- KIFARAH

Ye, sebab atas dosa2 yang kau selalu buat, lepastu sebab ko ade salah dengan orang lain.

Semua ni akan berlalu nanti..
Tapi how to fix it????
Ya Allah tolonglah aku cari jalan penyelesaian semua ni.
Bagilah aku kesungguhan untuk atasi semua ni.
Kuatkan semangat aku,
Kembalikan semula segala motivasi aku yang dah lenyap tu


Surely aku tengah buntu 
uwaaaaaaaa 
-menangis pon tak de guna......
nangis memang tak ada gunanya



Sunday 8 November 2015

Still single? No worries. You're beautiful and charm

(photo credit: weheartit)


It's quite late already, as the clock ticking at 2.29am.

And suddenly you still feel fresh like you just had sleep for 8 hours before.

This is very unusual for me!

:) Why?

This just remind me of my college's days, where i could stay up until dawn or at least till 4.00 in the morning. And could get up on time for Fajr's Prayer.

Amazing!?
It is!

Lol! This is so out of the blue moon! :D

Wow. I don't know, perhaps this because of i'm just having a little chat and talking with my bestie. . It's really make me felt like our old days.. hahaha

Gossiping all night long..
Eat maggi, cookies etc etc to stay awake 

Haha and today, we had a conversation about the early 20th vs late 20th things! 
Funny enough i guess.

Hmmm things changed, and so do i.
:) i bet u guys did the same thing with your best friends perhaps


As we get close to the age of 30th, (*if you still single, then read these)


1) All what we wanted so much is chilling all day

2) lay on the couch all day long
3) Prefer comfortable shoes rather than those killing high heels 
4) Talk more about food rather than a guy
5) Stop watch movie like a marathon 
6) Being so okay even when you all alone went to concerts, movie, museum, parks and eating
7) Starts don't bother what others might say/think about you
8) You love to walk, sight seeing, and do more interesting reading materials. Suddenly you falls for arts and photography
9) Weekend is the 'me' time
10) And you enjoy so much driving at the beach
11) Selfie? no more i guess.. it turned out to be foot-fie, hand-fie, food-fie and work-fie
12) You will no longer bother how handsome your friend's of friend's boyfriend/ fiance/ husband!
13) You slept at night without concern on your phone.
14) You are braver and stronger enough to faced the everyday routine and hurdles. The mood swing, put on weight, workloads, stress and etc. Seriously not many women can handle all of these without telling or share with spouse or their dates.
15) Eating is the best medicine 
16) You got dumped? It doesn't matter. Trust me. That's the best. he don't deserve you.
17) Going out with very simple outfit. it took sometime lesser than 5 minutes to get ready. Ain't like in the early 20th!
18) You suddenly spending an hours for new hobbies like painting, baking, gardening and reading
19) You prefer do zumba at home rather than went to zumba's class kind of
20) Your wardrobe suddenly full with work's outfit rather than dating outfit or else an outfit, fit for attending 3789 of wedding ceremony and yada yada..
21) The song lists on your phone is seems easy listening, no stress, chilling moment, acoustic, no more pitbull, rihanna, linkin park, lady gaga and etc
22) You suddenly attracted to buy frying pan, new dinner set rather than new lipsticks
23) You tend to scroll down the Youtube for cooking a delicious chicken stew rather than eye-ing on how to do eye makeup and shading
24) You really pamper yourself for special rewards! new designer handbag perhaps
25) You'll always look up for long weekend and next destination of travelling
26) Suddenly you tend to so 'rajin' looking forward for cheap flight tix
27) The wishlist for visiting new places is the never ending lists
28) Solo travel? Why not!! Pack up your things and you go girl!
29) You being so cool when people asking why you still single kind of question
30) Wrinkles? It's sexy. Not something to freak out badly.
31) You really appreciate your quality time with your mom/dad/parents. Shops together, having lunch together and even you both went to travel together.
32) You believe that you are beautiful enough and your confident is so amazing. Because to you, beauty is actually with brain.

These are the 32 lists on why single women at the late 20th looked so cool and brave enough ;)


Come on girls. 

Indeed you are so cool enough to be the most charming girl ever.


So swept away all your worries, stay cool and be positive. Always! 
LOVE